Depressing/frustrating time of my life/I can't feed my own child
I've always wanted to provide whats best for my child. Not being able to feed my newborn has been the most depressing and frustrating time of my life.
I've been judged, pumped with meds to increase lactation, my breasts squeezed by every nurse on the floor in the futile attempt to stimulate lactation.
I've given up and my son feeds exclusively on formula now. I feel so guilty and depressed that I can't feed my own child :( I wish I had someone to talk to who would understand how I feel.