by rebecca witcher
(bakersfield, ca, usa)
To understand my story you must know i have 2 children a girl a 4 and a boy c 1. when my daughter was born i was very uneducated in breast feeding and even though my mom had breastfed all of her children she was no help at all! i tried so hard for about a week but my daughter would not latch on! we decided that i still wanted her to have breastmilk even if it wasnt straight from the tap. i pumped for her for about 3 months but was battling post pardum depression and i decided to just give formula! if i had heard of all the recalls and deaths that were going on by giving formula i would of done everything to relactate with her also! she has developed great and had no problems, but still to this day i wish i would of kept trying!
with my son i was unsure if i would breastfeed since i was still very uneducated and kind of discouraged by the experience with my daughter but i was going to give it my best shot! in the hospital everything went great he latched on like a pro and i couldnt be any happier! we left the hospital on day 3 due to a c-section and went home where i tried to feed him again. maybe it was the change from the hospitl to the house but he wouldnt latch on at all! i tried multiple times during the day but he had already lost %12 of his body weight in the hospital and i was scared! i felt like i had no experience and no faith in myself and neither did anyone else. that night i gave in and gave him a bottle but instantly felt guilty so in the morning i went straight to my local wic lactation consultant and she was no help either. we couldnt get him to latch! she suggested spoon feeding. sorry that was a pain in the arse! i kept spilling it and he only would get a little drip and he and i were so frusterated. so i just gave up i remembered pumping with my daughter and she did fine on formula so why wouldnt he? right? totally wrong!!!
my son quickly showed signs that he was allergic! we switched to the gentle ease and he seemed a little better so we gave it a week but thats when he started throwing up the formula. the doctor thought it might be a stomache bug or his stomache was adjusting to the formula she said you have to wait 2 weeks to see the change. one week later were were back so she told us to switch to the ar...he was so constipated screaming as he would strain to poop it made me feel so bad was it really worth it? we decided to go back to the gentle ease. two weeks later we were back in the office he was still throwing up after each feed and now his poo has blood in it, he even had horrible open ulcers on his bottom from the acidic diarrhea, he wasnt sleeping well and screamed all day. the doctor told me to switch to the nutramigen or allimentum we tried one with little help then switched to the other which worked great! we had our happy baby back...finally! he was a little older than 2 moths old at this time and now my question was how were we going to pay for this formula? we had wic but had already used the vouchers for that month on the gentle ease and we were required by wic to have a doctor refer the formula and we muct have our insurance deni the formula first so that was some fun running around! and about the time we finally got everything worked out my son started to throw up again!!! i knew for a while that the only thing that was going to help him was breast milk, i looked into donor breastmilk but the nearest place was in LA which is about 4 hours away i figured with all the gas expensise and such that it would be just about the same as formula feeding which was too expesive in the first place.
relactating is something i had always heard of...i googled it and looked at just about every site that had anything written about the subject!
list of items that helped me to relactate!
pump- cheap hand held at first then i got a double electric pump from wic
lots of water
mothers milk tea(or any hot tea-chamamile or green)-gnc, walgreens, riteaid $8?
fenugreek-gnc, walgreens, riteaid you will need to take 3 pills 3 times a day until your pee and sweat smell like maple syrup! $6
sns feeder bought from amazon.com cheapiest place i could find spent $12
domeperidone- has been given to pregnant women for nausea so its up to you to decide to use it or not but for me i read a lot about it and i decided it was safer than anything else. i bought mine from inhousepharmacy.biz you will need to take 30mg(they come in 10mg pills) 3 times a day and will need atleast 1 months supply(i needed about 1 &1/2 months)
pen and notebook
i pumped everytwo hours for 15minutes each breast and didnt get one drop until the 2cd day
i bought the mothers milk tea and drank it 10 minutes before i pumped and started getting 5-10 drops still pumping every 2 hours
getting about 10-15 drops still pumping every 2 hours i got a blister on my nipple and got the larger pumping cup to avoid anymore blisters.
i bought the fenugreek and didnt notice any change in amount of pumping
i noticed at my 4 oclock pump that i filled an entire bottlom of the bottle up! yay because i was wondering if this was worth it!
each time i pump iam getting about 30 drops they are starting to get to be bigger drops than before
i read that oatmeal increases pump output- i will try that tomorrow
omg i got half an oz at my 5am pump!
each pump afterwards the 5am pump has been filling up the bottom of the bottle
i bought more mothers milk tea today
today i pumped nearly an oz at my 4am pupm time! with the help of eating the oatmeal using the mothers milk tea and using the fenugreek
i recieved my domperidone today in the mail and took my first 30mg dose at 9pm
im getting a little less than 1/4 an oz each time i pump
i have gone up to 1 oz at my 4am pump with the domperidone and 1/4oz with the other pumpings through out the day.
i was so exhausted from pumping every two hous that i slept in til 7am and pumped about an oz and 1/4 and through out the day it has gone up to 1/2oz!
today i filled up a whole bottle- this domperidone is awesome!
i have filled up around 1.5 bottles each day
i have upped the dosage to 4 pills 3 times a day =120mg/day on day 15 because i ran out of the fenugreek the max is 160mg a day so i still feel im at a safe dosage! and my pumping out put is around 2-2.5 bottles a day.
today i recieved my sns feeder in the mail and cant wait to try it out my pump output is about 2.5 (4oz) bottles a day. its been about 3weeks since i started this journey and it has been exhausting. im still not pumping enough to exclusively breastfeed but iam happy with what i have accomplished.
today i tried the sns feeder out! he screamed and arched his back when i tried to feed him. im so discouraged!
i have been trying to use the sns feeder but it is messy and c just fusses when i put him up to me.
i read online to try rebirthing? basically it just says go skin to skin and keep cameron on my chest! hopefully this works.
tonight i have been skin to skin. we took a warm bath together and i had him on my chest and he came right up and nursed on his own! he only nursed for about 1 minute then was done. i think he is used to the bottles but this gives me hope.
after our bath i used the sns feeder. he wouldnt take it right away so i fed him a bit from the bottle and used the fast drip for the sns. he nursed on one breast then became fussy and when i switched him to the other breast he wouldnt take it. and i fed him the rest of the bottle. iam using formula in the sns tonight.
i have been using the sns with no problems. and topping of with 2oz of expressed breastmilk or formula which ever i have at the moment.
today when i was feeding with the sns i pinched the tube and let him nurse with out it for a while so with the feeds after wards i have been only using the sns for a few minutes then let him nurse only from me the rest of the feeding! iam still topping off until i feel iam making enough milk for him.
today i tried nursing with out the sns and it went great! i had to squit a little breastmilk into his mouth first but then he latched right on like he was a pro! i took away the afternoon top off today.
i have been exclusively breastfeeding without any top offs. he nurses every 1.5- 2hours...i have been watching diaper counts and every thing seems to be going great! yay im so excited! i have successfully relactated!
* i kept using the domperidone until i started forgetting here and there at about 1.5 months of using it. i coppied this all down from a journal i was keeping please let me know if you have any questions. as you can see as long as there is a demand for the breast milk your body will supply it so even if you didnt use the items i used your body will still make the milk maybe not as fast as i did but it will happen.
iam a stay at home mom and was able to read alot and that gave me the education i needed to keep going. i highly suggest the book the breastfeeding book of answers although it is way out dated it was the only book i read and it helped me alot! i have also heard about the book the womanly art of breastfeeding although i have not read it it is highly recomended by alot of people!
i had so many people against me...doctors family members and friends...they said i wouldnt be able to do it and that id never be able to get him on the breast and that i wouldnt make enough milk. but i did it and iam so happy that i did because my son is 13 months old now and healthy and thriving in the 56 percentile!